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up your ziggy with a wa wa brush!
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this summer has been a total turn around from what i thought it was gunna be. i didnt have as much fun as i would have liked but this last week just being with my friends has been awesome. i'm once again single, a major suprise to me and to many of my friends and as sad and as hard as it i guess its what had to happen if its supposed to be best for me...so going back into the single world, not exactly happening as i thought it would, but in a good way. i think i've changed more than i thought i had. i'm no longer an idiot when it comes to boys and their games and how they can play me and i wont play them or hook up with them really anymore. i grow more and more conscious of myself and what i want to do with my life. its a much needed improvement. this year might not turn out too bad as long as i've got all my friends with me at all times, whcih shouldnt be a problem.
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[13 Jul 2005|06:26pm] |
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my friends and boyfriend are better than yours....im legal now. haha
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[15 Jun 2005|02:30pm] |
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the best part of life is friends and the times you share with them
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[23 May 2005|07:18pm] |
looking back on the year, how much as changed, its almost over...
i never thought things would turn out like this, i told myself junior year would be different and it sure as hell was...it didnt exactly turn out how i pictured it...its even better..
just 2 more weeks, then finals, and then im free..
lets hope that my grades stay the way they are for the next 2 weeks..
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[05 Apr 2005|08:46pm] |
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i'm at this perfect place in my life where i have everything i've ever wanted...my great friends, a great boyfriend, my family is good, good grades...its all just going so smoothly for once in my life...*knock on wood* that it stays this way for as long as possible...
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[10 Mar 2005|04:33pm] |
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you know ur class is really cool when we plan a tanning lunch party, could not be more funny and so louisville. no one but louisville...haha
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[17 Feb 2005|11:26am] |
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waterpolo is now officially over. and the car ride home was really awesome. my dad kasey me and seni.
i have a fun filled weekend planned ahead. 4 lovely days of no school.
this week was good. valentines day was really great. toph is a babe. haha
...i cant wait until easter.
and i hate assholes.
bye now.
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[02 Feb 2005|09:43pm] |
ever feel that life just isnt going the way u want?
i do right now.
my grades are not what i wanted them to be, i havent been feeling that well, i feel like breaking down all the time (i suck it up cuz i dont wanna show how down i am), i feel like people are excluding me...i just havent been having the best week. and somtiems i feel like i dont have anyone to listen to me. i mean my friends are great but no one wants to hear me complain about how crappy i feel all day. i've been stressing...i need the things i having going for me to work or i have nothing. sometimes life just kinda sucks. before it gets worse it gets better right? i have my good and bad weeks.
right.
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[27 Jan 2005|09:39pm] |
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winterformal, utah, exchange day, waterpolo, school, finals, blah blah blah
i need time to relax be with my friends and just chill. theres way to much going on right now. i need a break so bad. i wish spring break and/or summer would come SOON!
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stolen from my friend connor. :)
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin
kinda funny how actually most of this is true, except the last part haha.
im very much not excited for finals, and waterpolo is kinda sucky right now. other than that...im going to formal with toph, to bad like no one else is going. and yea...friends are good. woohoo.
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[08 Jan 2005|11:48pm] |
MEGANS BIRTHDAY! HELLS YES! NOTHING BEATS THAT BITCHES! YA'LL MISSED IT AND WE'RE AWESOME AND WE'RE EATING BANANIES! WOOHOO.
<3333333333333333333333333
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[01 Jan 2005|04:32pm] |
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this break is sadly coming to an end and on the last few days i'll be spending it doing the enormous amount of homework that i have...fuck school. i've forgotten everything that we learned. im screwed.
this break started off extremely good, but just got boring...i've realized there is NOTHING for teenagers to do in the valley except for party and see a movie and eat. and since im a loser with no friends, i didnt know too many parties..or at least parties i actually wanted to go to, the movies just got old, and eating is a bad habit of mine and i need to find a new way to spend all my money...
new years was kinda a bust. parties that i went to sucked. everyone was split up or just gone. but im lucky that i have some amazing friends that i got to have a sucky night with. i think if i didnt have them i woulda been better off staying at home with all the drunk parents at my house.
seriously...the my parents and all their friends had a better time than i did, and they threw a better party than all the ones i went to...thats just sad...
i hope everyone had an awesome christmas and new years.
bye bye
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. Am I fun?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
33. What will I be when I grow up?
im bored. DO IT!
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sitting around, watching a movie, haveing no worries at all is the best feeling. my mind is clear right now.
this break has been pretty good. i've spent most of it with my little kristyn. im hoping i get to hang out with more people tho like i said i would...and i actually am going to study over break, wild!
quote for the break...."ur a loser, a loser with a skinny weiner, and u have nooooo friends." ~heavyweights
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[17 Dec 2004|05:38pm] |
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so i just got home from junior retreat.
honestly one of the best experiences. every lvhs girl should go.
no joke.
it was so much fun with all these absolutley wonderful girls, joking, laughing, talking, crying...
i cried a lot more than i thought i was going to. so much emotion was everywhere. by the end you could have said "i love you" and i woulda cried hahaha...it was a good release for me and i think everyone felt the same way. we all got so much closer. i was so happy. it helped me get away from everything and really think about everything in my life and reflect..as gay and cliche as that sounds...
just all around amazing, inspiring, wonderful experience...
<3
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[14 Dec 2004|06:06pm] |
uh...i have junior retreat and then christmas vacation. im very excited to be with my friends, hang out, and have fun.
loyola formal was way fun, kev was a good date. haha
so yea....im a loser and have no life and im avoiding my hw.
bye bye
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[01 Dec 2004|07:31pm] |
um....school can die...waterpolo is meh...friends are good...
nothing too special to report, i just want the weekend to come and i wanna see my homecoming pictures! haha
<3
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[26 Nov 2004|10:03am] |
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Current mood: wideawake, chipper but very bored.
Current music:oldies
Current taste: mcdonalds breakfast
Current hair: straight and in a ponytail
Current clothes: sweatpants
Current annoyance: dad talking on the phone and watching football, i want the tv!
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I should be doing: working for my mom or doing homework
Current windows open: none
CUrrent desktop picture: lots of hot men
Current favorite band: dunno..
Current book: i dont read for fun....scarlet letter haha
Current cd in stereo: jack johnson
Current favorite celeb: jim carrey
Current hate: annoying people
=Do I=
Smoke?: not anymore
Do drugs?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yea
Remember your first love?: yup
Still love him/her?: nope
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: not that i know of
Actually Believe in miracles?: yea
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty much, unless ur mean to me
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: if i drink enough
Have a favorite candy?: babyruth
Believe in astrology?: yea
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in god?: sometimes
Have any pets: no
Go to or plan to go to college: i hope so
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself: only when im stupid
Have an obsession?: o yea...
Have a secret crush?: yea
Do they know yet?: not sure...they should haha
Have a best friend?: of course
Wish on stars?: mhm
Care about looks?: depends on my mood and who im gunna see
=first times=
First crush: preschool, ben fisher
First kiss: summer going into freshman year, nick lamborgini
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: dunno, more lust than love now that i look back on it
Do you believe in love at first sight?: hasnt happened to me yet...but sure
Do you believe in "the one?": yea
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yea
Have you ever been intoxicated?: yea
Favorite place to be kissed?: the lips maybe...haha
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yup haha
Are you a tease?: sometimes
Shy to make the first move?: sometimes, depends on the person
=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock: hard
Green: grass
Wet: rain
Cry: boys
Peanut: butter
Hay: animals
Cold: cuddle
Steamy: shower
Fast: runner
Freaky: movie
Rain: cold
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: brown
Eyes: blue
Height: 5'9
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: a shirt
Ate & Drank:mcdonalds breakfast
Read: scarlet letter
-EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: shots
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: taken
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: candy
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: pepsi
This or that: that
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:
kill: mean girls
get really wasted with: my friends
look like: a victoria secret model haha
be like: a cool person
avoid: bitches
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: my sister
hugged: my cousin
instant messaged: amanda
kissed: topher
WHERE DO YOU--
eat: where ever theres food
cry: my room
wish you were: hawaii
-HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends?: yea
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: yea
Drank alcohol?: yea
Done drugs?: yea
Broken the law?: yea
Run away from home: nope
Broken a bone: nope
Played Truth Or Dare? yea
Kissed someone you didn't really know?: haha yea
Been in a fight?: haha, not really
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection:backstreet boys
our bedroom like?: white, lots of pictures, warm, all mine
Your favorite thing for breakfast: cereal
Your favorite restaurant?: CPK
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?:pictures, lap, pens, paper, clock
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything good
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: simon birch
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: my boobs! haha
What is your biggest fear: dying
What feature are you most insecure about?: my "love handles" haha
Do you ever have to beg?: only when i want something bad enough
Are you a pyromaniac?: no
Do you have too many love interests?: not anymore
Crushes? too many? : only 1 right now
Do you know anyone famous?: yea
Describe your bed: big, white, and comfy
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous
What do you carry with you at all times?: phone and money
How do you drive?: im a good driver!
What do you miss most about being little?: no homework! and finger painting
Are you happy with your given name?: yea, its not too common
What color is your bedroom?: white
What was the last song you listened to?: christmas music
Who are your closest friends?: megan, mackenzie, kristyn
Do you talk a lot?: yup
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: most of the time
Do you think you're cute?: uh...when i shower and put on makeup haha
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: annoy me..thats kinda sad...i wanna help them..
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: whatever floats ur boat
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: for the most part...unless u dont like me, then i dont like u...
thanksgiving break is good to me. i cant wait for tonight
~the incredibles is an awesome movie! go see it!
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this weekend i went to oregon to see the college and "experience college life"
well i experienced it alright...for more details see me. haha
saw ryan caberra in concert, may i just say..he is a queer for sure.
went to the football game saturday.
basketball game today.
pretty fun weekend.
i missed my friends tho.
and now im back and dreading school and waterpolo. im a lazy bum.
bye bye
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homecoming was sooo awesome. i danced all night and had so much fun. toph is for sure my favorite formal date, he is a dancing machine. i cant wait to see how the pictures turned out.
this has been a very good weekend.
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